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stars and satellites

 

the week of sorts

This entire week has got to be one of the worst weeks of my 21 years of life.

period.

except for the fact that we celebrated anne's 22nd birthday.




i hear you,anne!!

i almost got murdered by anne and hani who were ever-so-ready to throw me out of the window.it never occurred to me that they would actually jump in the car and come looking for me.

like l. i. t. e. r. a. l. l. y ! ! !

i was very touched and i felt like i existed,like i mattered.that i wasn't irrelevant.

at the time, i was practically sleeping in the library.pen in hand and my books intact,of course.the air-conditioning was so good, i could lay on the floor and not care about the world.

so yeah, what is it about saving the environment again?

i can't say that i was suicidal but i was having all these thoughts and my mind was like going through the motions.i was constantly thinking... about what,i'm not certain.

the uno cards that we played reminded me so much of my childhood.

of simple things.


of innocence.


of fun.


of happiness.

as we get older,we often look back to our past,our beginning,our friends back then.what we used to be. weird,isn't it?

to my beloved friends and especially to those who went searching for me, i thank you. sincerely. you left a huge impact on my life that day.and i will never forget it.ever...

but the biggest bombshell that crashed on me has got to be the day i knew that a certain someone stabbed me in the back.
hard.
and in the open???
but i don't think she is worth mentioning here.heck, she doesn't even deserve to be remembered.

nonetheless, i was very hurt.till the point that i was shaking and shivering like a man left out in the cold,cold snow.

now, i know better.

now, i know better.
to you too, i say thank you. for showing me that a person can be so changed in a span of a couple of weeks.
you let your ugly side out.
and now it's my turn.
i wish you all the happiness and joy in your life.i just can't look at you the same no more...

i'm trying to keep a positive view in life and not push things too hard on myself.
you only live once,so why waste it?

and here's a little shout out to the dude with curly hair that we saw at the court.
heyya!!

this is it for today.till then...

By martian mathers
On Saturday, February 16, 2008
At 11:35 AM
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Blogger annetize Says:

ofcourse u matter.. we love u! n yes... my pizza was cold when u decided to wake up from ur fab sleep! haha

 

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