stars and satellites

I’m lying on the cold hard floor with nothing but the silence
Let it take me, let it consume me, like the deep blue ocean
Swallowing everything along its way.



My words are getting rusty because they are not spoken
Scripted and repeated over and over though in paper it was never written
Waiting for the day when I would say it with confidence.


The times I ran, I jumped and I flew
Chasing nothing but with not a single clue
My heart leaped whenever I see you.



But now it’s time to let go
Of something I never really had, never ever will hold
And let myself free.


I wouldn’t trade the pain for never knowing you
For the times you’ve made me smile, I thank you
It was worth it for the view.


The rain is falling now and I go outside
Let it embrace me like a hug so tight
Because this is where I see your eyes.

-----martian mathers-----