stars and satellites

i've walked this road a thousand times before.and yet,today the road seemed harder.colder.lonelier.my heart felt heavier with each step i took.it almost consumed whatever feelings, whatever thoughts i had left.i kept on walking.headed in which direction,i could not be sure.the clouds were getting dark.like a black cape covering the orange sky.i did not feel afraid.i masked indifference but my head was buzzing like a bee hive being struck by a malicious child.i held back all my emotions.but as a drop of rain fell into my palm,so did my tears.i cried so hard but the rain and the storm silenced my cries.silenced my fear.silenced my anger.silenced everything...