stars and satellites

the yellowed letters that i found lying under the bed
smell of dust and age,concealing the hours and days that spiraled into years
the crawling spider stopped its track,as if reading the words as i am now.

ripped up papers confettied on the floor
i pieced them back together like solving a never ending puzzle
how long has time passed?
i sank into the pages not knowing where it starts, not knowing where it ends.

up in the attic i hear cries of laughter
not anyone else but mine.
swallowing all the words whole,i wonder where the hell was i all this while?
i rack my brains but nothing comes.

i pushed myself to the window and see the white snow covering the grass
just for a minute,everything comes flashing by
there's a grin on my face and sparkle in my eyes
i hit the button , the one that says record
and begin to tell my side...