cut so deep
my body aches but i'm dancing
my heart is empty but i'm feeling
my brain is blown into pieces but i'm thinking
my hands shiver but i'm writing
my feet is numb but i'm walking
my lips are torn but i'm smiling
my mouth bleeds but i'm laughing
my eyes are tattered but i'm seeing
my ears are bushed but i'm listening
my neck is strangled but i'm breathing
my tongue is sore but i'm eating
my voice is fading but i'm singing
my organs are damaged but i'm alive
i wanna scream but the words don't come out
i wanna cry but my tears have dried out
i wanna shoot but i don't have ammunition
i wanna run but my toes are bruised
i wanna fly but i have no wings
i wanna write but there are no words
i wanna hide but everyone's watching
i wanna drown but there's no water
i wanna be saved but my door is shut tight
i wanna be myself but it seems impossible
i wanna forget but i remember everything
i wanna crash but i'm not driving
i wanna love but all i see is pain
i wanna bleed but i'm all drained out
i wanna be true but i pretend
i wanna fall but i'm on flat land
i wanna sleep but i have nightmares
i wanna hope but all i see is destruction
i wanna try but all i see is darkness
i wanna wake up but my eyes are open
this is not depression.this is something else.
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